Simple as it is... iS it??..

Missing someone isnt about how long its been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you've talked , its about the very moment when you're doing something and you wish that that person was right there with you. People dont care how much you know until they know how much you care , i guess to some it needs time or time is needed to some . You will find as you look upon your life that the moment when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in split seconds. HOw far you go in life depends on you being capable of crossing over what is it thats hard? What am i be able to do it? It is this my challenge? Or is it worth it . Every passing minute is chance to turn it all around ,since every second you spent upset is like a minute of happiness you will never get back . In each ones life you have everything that you always wanted and you got it but years pass and there is always something missing , esp. family , but i guess to somethings in time you will know!.Within time you come to realize that there are things in life that could happen , would happen , must happen if you give yourself a chance to make it all happen .

Everyone has someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day . To some people they take advantage of it and ignore whats more important , exmple : Is your mom , dad , children , sisters or whatever less important to you , or is it making money more important to you? To some , they go for money , but in the hearts i know they want both , hello , there is something called Balance. you got to balance your personal life with work . It bug's me when i see family living in their own lil world , and not knowing about one another ,esp. living in the same house . Dad's off to work , mom : work/ housewife , children: work , school. And Maybe be in a blue moon maybe on a sunday , they will come together . Then again , that is in some households not all. In my opinion , family matters b/c you never know what happens b/w friendships , friends come and go , stab you in the back and etc. But no matter what , Family are always there ( well , in some cases) .


There are something you dont want to happen but you have to accept and there are things you dont want to know but you to learn and there are people you cant live without but have to let go , and miss them if they are far away . I believe that everything happens for reason , as they say . I have learned that GOodbyes , will always hurt, pictures will never replace , having been there , memories good or bad will bring tears and words can NEVER replace those feelings . Moreover , people , including family always inspire me , make me feel wanted , instead of looking for away to find one . I have learned that no matter what or how bad things get , you get to go on lving each day even if it kills you.

Reality , has its ways , it undergoes so many changes. The changes maybe in losing someone , missing someone or finding someone. THen again,the thing is, things dont change , well maybe , BUt most importantly We change.

.. Wish life was like aburger....If only i had my very own ending i wouldnt have begun....

There are some things that are too good to be true , Life would be nice if you understand it. Then again somethings are far away from expected , what you think you expect of having . The thing is , Some things are better off unplanned , and less thinking about than actually doing it , since in the end , that this is life you will end up getting hurt, or lose hope . You complain about things , yet you still do it anyways , you have things in mind but you stutter thinking : “ ay should i ? Is it right? Why am I doing this ? Should I care ? should I even bother? . Yet , still in question . Its funny how when you finally realize that the years that have passed are the Best moments of ur life but during then u didnt know , while wanting them to pass by quickly and Now all u want are those years to Just come back! subhan allah .keef il zaman bit3'iar.

Everyone‘s , vision is wide ,clear and filled with fear, better of doing what you can do best than just sitting around thinking of : what can happen? .So they say or should I say , I say : the way it is how often and quickly those series of images and moments pass by soo fast that once you have them in mind and take time thinking about it , Bam! Its too late and long gone. Its always the good times that you can never have twice or more than once , u might as well enjoy ,live now , than keeping it for later. Life is short. So now I think less and just do. I know for a fact that we all do have sooo many of our "Whys"but we sure don’t have our Answers.. yet,Its probably better off not knowing , or maybe it is . so they say its easy to forget your troubles when the weather's warm. But all it takes is one fall breeze to blow reality right back in ur face .Who knew that something as lil as smiling could prolong ur life? Its really true what they say :the best things r free! so keep the smile : always! Thats how i explain my long life! who cares what people think of you , for one thing they are jealous and the other half they just want attention.. All you have to do and think is that you can never expect anything from anyone , fear no one but GOd . Yet , in a way life has stood its grounds in the face . Yea , its true life is certainly unexpected. I dont fear reality , i face reality. I tend to to spice it up reality with a smile . HOw Many moments in life could you look back to and think :" Thats when it all changed." Silence clears my head . One thing that I know man have learned the hard way is : Its not what you do in life that matters , its who you are. People chose not to change , but i think its b/c they think its easier not to.. They say : "A person would want a someone who comes into ones life by accident and stays on on purpose". There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up .Somethings fall apart when planing , sometimes you just have to let things happen on its own , eventually it will come together. People need to understand that you need to let go , begin and live each day as if its your last no matter what , dont over think this b/c in the end you will just lose hope,you will realize,if not now ,you sure will later. Like what Maya Angelo says : "Ain't nothin' to it, but to do it".







Here is some of my poems that express how i see the world , how reality is , i dont know if anyone feels the same way :

I can hardly see it .

I see it in my eye
It’s so hard to deny
I feel it with my heart
It ‘s so hard to let it apart
I feel like there aren’t any words to reveal
It‘s so hard to imagine if it was real

It’s in my mind
Oh, something’s are so hard to find
I see it in my eye , all I can wish of is just to fly
I feel like the wind shifting me on the other side

I have faith , hope , patience and time
All I can think of is finding away to rhyme
I see it in my eye
How the world is changing
Just like people’s feelings that are ranging
Its in my mind
All I can say : All man can think of is taking , breaking and not making
Finally , whats on my mind :
I wish a , wish , right now!